Colorado

I'm pretty bad at keeping up with this whole blog thing. Such is my life. Well currently I'm up in Loveland Colorado visiting chels bo bels for her graduation from equine massage therapy school. It's beautiful up here and chelsea really seems like she had a great experience with the people and the program. It kind of made me wish I could do something similar. Chelsea's roomate Sarah and her family are very nice. THey are from Canada and it was fun because when we went out to eat mexican food we had to explain what everything was. I love how they say "eh" it's so neat. Well besides that I'm getting restless to get a job, and figure out what I'm going to be when I "grow up", and I get depressed when I see pictures of myself now. I need encouragement but it's funny when I tell dustin I need encouragement because I feel bad about myself he gives me such guy encouragement. Everything is in one word answers. I'm a woman I need elaborate wording and details, details, details! I love hime though, and miss him. If I say anything to Chelsea's family they just tell me I'm way skinny so I better Shutup haha. I guess that's an okay response but it almost makes me feel like I am purposely starving myself or something.... which is pretty much the complete opposite of truth, as I have been gorging on unhealthy food since becoming a college student. Well enough of that, I'll be back soon, and hopefully I will bring some of this wonderful Colorado weather and scenery back to Arizona with me ; ).
Yours Truly,
Michadoll

I got back from San diego california last night, and i don't want to be back.Duster and i drove up together and stayed with paulynn.  It was definintely a wonderful  and much needed trip. We went to the beach, went shopping, worked out, watched movies with paulynn, and ate at wonderful restaurants. Dustin and I had a lot of fun driving together and shopping at the palm spring outlets and it was nice to have some time together that wasn't interupted by work or stress. We wvwn celebrated our two and a half year anniversary when we were up there (we're corny we know). The hardest part of it all was knowing when we get back life starts again and knowing I would have to leave him and he would have to go back to working all the time and living on the opposite end of the world. I'm really sad to be back and to be separated from him again especially because I don't even have chelsea around to hang out with.  Now I have to actually start trying to get a job and be responsible and I have to call dustin to tell him anything and Im going to get lonely and needy and stressed. I want to go back to Cali the weather and the company is so nice there and I like being able to visit lalafantasy land with dustin and not have any worries. One day I will move to California, I'm determined and I will live out the fantasy I get to visit every once in a while, for now though I have to find a job and get my hobby back and try to keep my sanity through all the social engagements (weddings) we have and the cramped living spaces.  For now, it's welcome back to my life. Joy!