I got back from San diego california last night, and i don't want to be back.Duster and i drove up together and stayed with paulynn.  It was definintely a wonderful  and much needed trip. We went to the beach, went shopping, worked out, watched movies with paulynn, and ate at wonderful restaurants. Dustin and I had a lot of fun driving together and shopping at the palm spring outlets and it was nice to have some time together that wasn't interupted by work or stress. We wvwn celebrated our two and a half year anniversary when we were up there (we're corny we know). The hardest part of it all was knowing when we get back life starts again and knowing I would have to leave him and he would have to go back to working all the time and living on the opposite end of the world. I'm really sad to be back and to be separated from him again especially because I don't even have chelsea around to hang out with.  Now I have to actually start trying to get a job and be responsible and I have to call dustin to tell him anything and Im going to get lonely and needy and stressed. I want to go back to Cali the weather and the company is so nice there and I like being able to visit lalafantasy land with dustin and not have any worries. One day I will move to California, I'm determined and I will live out the fantasy I get to visit every once in a while, for now though I have to find a job and get my hobby back and try to keep my sanity through all the social engagements (weddings) we have and the cramped living spaces.  For now, it's welcome back to my life. Joy!